| Wednesday, April 30th, 2008 |
| 4:10 am |
its all down hill from here...
i have nothing, except for the hatred of myself. i wish i could go live by myself in the middle of no where with nothing but nature, in the world i was meant to live in. i was meant to be alone... theres no place for me in this world in the time and i have no idea what to do about it. i have no purpose. im not made to work 9-5 or deal with people... what does that leave me with? lets go back a few hundred years and then there might be something for me but here and now theres nothing. this wont last long. |
| Wednesday, July 11th, 2007 |
| 4:39 am |
think im gonna have a BBQ/fire on friday so if you think you might want to come let me know |
| Sunday, July 8th, 2007 |
| 5:17 pm |
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| Thursday, November 23rd, 2006 |
| 10:21 pm |
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| Thursday, October 26th, 2006 |
| 2:01 pm |
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| Friday, August 11th, 2006 |
| 10:05 pm |
im so tired i could eat a horse. |
| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006 |
| 3:36 am |
aaaaannnndddd i just came an inch away from stepping on a huge centipeed barefoot trying to go upstairs to go to bed... i cant go to bed now! this is the first one ive seen since the last one i grabbed... fucking a. |
| 3:33 am |
i really hate going to bed after 4... its getting old and i feel like crap all day but i just cant seem to go to bed earlier. it drives me crazy. |
| Friday, July 28th, 2006 |
| 2:54 am |
i just spent almost an hour watching static cuz my cable went out... is that weird? |
| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 |
| 12:17 am |
sometimes i drive myself crazy... im afraid im going to snap one of these days. |
| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 |
| 9:38 pm |
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| Monday, June 26th, 2006 |
| 2:48 pm |
my dad gets to go to work soon yay! but the dr. did tell him he needs to lose 40lbs and will most likely have to get a knee replacement sometime in the future. |
| 12:37 am |
tonight would be the first time ive gone to bed before 1 in like months and that would be sweet cuz i work at 9 tomorrow. so as im going to bed i get in my room and notice theres a shirt over my alarm clock which i needed to set. so i grab the shirt and all of a sudden i feel something in my hand... i grabbed a huge ass centipede with my bare hands and freaked the fuck out. so then my problem was figuring out where i threw the centipede and kill it. all that was left was some legs still moving on my shirt... so i go grab a winter glove that was sitting on my floor and start moving things around with it and then threw it at my clothes. so i back up and find the other glove on the floor and grab it and the fucking centipede runs from under it and i freak out again cuz this was on the other side of the room... so i squished it with the glove. right now ive never been this paranoid and jumpy in my life and dont know how im going to sleep in my room. maybe there was 2.... tonight is going to suck. |
| Sunday, June 25th, 2006 |
| 9:57 pm |
i gotta work in the morning... wooo. then i think im gonna be lazy all day unless anyone wants to do anything. im tired. |
| Saturday, June 24th, 2006 |
| 2:40 pm |
ultimate fighter tonight yay recording it cuz im gonna miss the first half but thats what im doing after work... if you are bored come join me or something. |
| 2:08 am |
my body hurts. im dieing. |
| Friday, June 23rd, 2006 |
| 1:53 pm |
aim isnt letting me sign on and its pissing me off. but it lets me sign on my other names... whats wrong with it? help me just noticed a nice gash on the top of my head and i dont know how it got there... damn drunkness. now i have another spot on my head thats not gonna grow hair anymore. |
| 4:10 am |
i should be a lot more drunk then i am tonight... i drank quite a bit. |
| Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 |
| 10:04 pm |
my dog tried to slit my throat.. even she hates me. |
| 4:58 am |
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